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014. Smile

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I was paralyzed by that smile.

To think, I, who usually dazzled others with my flash, would find myself dazzled by something as simple as a smile.  But it's not that simple, really.  His smile could light up a dark night.  

And my cold steel heart is darker than night.

I mean, it's not as though I don't care.  I really do!  The other Robot Masters say I'm too nice. That I care too much about my subordinates and about my enemy even.  They also say I'm too flashy, but what they don't know is this: my flash is all for show.  Inside, there's nothing there.  There's nothing to me.  I'm empty and I'm hollow.

But somehow, Megaman's smile lit up even that dark hollow space.  I love him.  I really do.  At least, I think I do, if robots can feel.  He's everything I want to be.  He's so nice.  So pure.  I don't want anyone to corrupt him because they'd take away the thing I love about him the most.

I never wanted to fight him, really.

Wily forced me to.

I wanted to hold him close and take off that little blue helmet, and run my fingers through his soft strands of hair.  I wanted to take in the moments with him and let time freeze for us forever.   I wanted to be more like him.  That's all I ever want.  I want him to love me.  I want to be loved by him.  Is that too much?

Even now that I've fought him, I follow him.  I watch his every move.  Sometimes I even take pictures of him.  

I call him, even though there is no possibility of being with him.  I...I just...want to hear his voice.  I can hear the sound of a smile in his voice--but right now, all I feel is the pain of the fighting again.  If only he knew I didn't want to fight him.  Would he think differently of me?  Would he...love me?

I know he could never love a guy like me though.  I'm weak.  He could kill me if he wanted to.  Yet, I'm lonely, and I need somebody like Megaman by my side.

I want him to join my side.

And when he does, he'll be mine forever.

This moment will last forever.

One last moment together.

And in that moment, I hope he smiles.  After all, his smiles fill my empty hollow shell with something new--warmth and love.
My take on FlashMega from Flashman's perspective.

Yes, I know there were some pretty heavy references to "Blue Like You" by The Megas. <3 Then again, I think of that pairing every time I hear that song.

I tried to throw up the thought of Mega's smile a lot.
I just have this feeling it's what Flash loves more than anything else about Megaman.

Also: if you can catch the other references (there's a couple of others in there) then you're officially thinking like I would.

This is for theme 14 of my 100 themes challenge: Smile
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FSDSJASAKLA <3 *Murders the fav button*
Flashmega is epic cute. :U And I see all the Hyadain and The Mega's references. I'M SUCH A NERD.